Note to the reader: I began writing this about 3 months ago, about the time that I wrote the post, "Ramblings of a Nomad."
Wait, who's that? Jesus? Oh, it's so nice You're here.
What am I doing? Well, I have things to do, places to go. That's where I'm headed right now. If You'd like, You can come with me. You'd love to? Great, just follow me! We just need to go out the door, and over the hill, around the corner and over the bridge and...
What did you say? That's not the way? Don't worry, I can figure this out myself. Just out this door. See? We're already halfway up the hill. Phew, this is a lot harder than I expected.
What's that? Did You say something? Did You say there's a -- whooooaaaaaa!
Ohhh...ouch. I think I scraped my knees. I didn't see that small cliff ahead. I guess I couldn't.
I can't even see one step ahead of me. I think I know my way around, but that doesn't change the fact that I can't see a thing. Now I'm worried. What if I fall again? What if there is something blocking the path?
Jesus? You came down the hill with me. I'm sorry for forgetting that I can't see. Will You lead me? Whenever I think I can figure things out, I run into a dead end, or an unexpected pitfall, or an obstacle in the path. You even promised to lead me, and You've faithfully led me before.
Just lead the way, Lord. You want to lead me by the hand? I would love that!
Wait! What are You doing? We're just going around in circles! Now I have no clue which way is left or right or up or down. I feel completely disoriented. How am I supposed to find the path?
Are you leading or am I?
Oh. No, Lord, of course You must lead. You can see, and I can't. You can find the path. Or rather, You already know the way.
But I have one question. For how long must I wear this blindfold? Until the end? But how far, how long till we reach the end? I weary of the journey sometimes.
Jesus? You are strangely silent now. Yet I feel perfectly at peace with my hand in Yours. Where are we going?
Just trust Me.
Just trust You, Lord? Is that all?
“What I am doing you do not understand now, but you will know after this” (John 13:7).
That's good enough for me, Lord. I can't wait until that day. Because I won't only know all the reasons why You lead me in these paths, but I will finally know You face to face -- You who knew me before You formed me in the womb. "For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known" (1 Corinthians 13:12).
"You do not give strength to the road you are travelling by [having] faith. But you increase in strength and in assurance because you have a Guide right by your side, and you can ask Him with perfect faith to guide your steps aright.
"Then trust in the Lord Jesus to lead you step by step into the right path. You can derive assurance and strength at every step you advance, ... You can 'run and not be weary'; you can 'walk and not faint,' for you can realize by faith that you have your hand in the hand of Christ. You will not sink under discouragement, for as you follow on to know the Lord, trusting in Him, you will have the assurance that the One who never forsakes those who fully trust Him is your constant Helper."
(Ellen White; Letter 313, November 2, 1905, to Mabel White, her 19-year-old granddaughter)